STUPID in L*VE (-____-) [NO.!!!]

Stupid in L-ve. . .

Let me tell you somethin'
Never have i ever been a size 10 in my whole life
I left the engine running,
I just came to see what you would do if
I gave you a chance to make things right?!

So I made it,
even though Katy told me this would be nothing
But A Waste of Time and she was Right.!
Don't Understand it,
Blood on your hands and
still you insist on repeatedly trying to tell me lies
and I just don't know why..


[Chorus:
This is Stupid.!
I'm NOT Stupid.!
DON'T Talk to Me like I'm Stupid.!!
I still L-ve you
But
I Just CAN'T Do This.!!!
I may be Dumb, But, I'M NOT STUPID.!!!

My new nickname is you Idiot
(such an idiot)
That's what my friends are calling me
when they see me yelling into my phone
They Tellin' Me: LET GO.!
HE is NOT THe ONE.!!!
I thought I saw your potential..
Guess That's What made Me Dumb..!

He DON'T want It,
NOT Like YOU WANT It.!
Scheming and Cheating..
Oh, Girl.. WHY DO YOU WASTE YOUR TIME.??!
YOU KNOW HE AIN'T RIGHt.!
Telling me this I don't wanna listen
but You insist on repeatedly trying to tell me lies
and I just Don't Know Why..!


This is Stupid.!
I'm NOT Stupid.!
DON'T Talk to Me like I'm Stupid.!!
I still L-ve you
But
I Just CAN'T Do This.!!!
I may be Dumb, But, I'M NOT STUPID.!!!


Trying to make this Work.
but YOU act Like a JERK.!!
SILLY of Me to Keep Holding On...!!!
but the Dunce cap is off,
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU LOST
and You WONT Realize
'til I'm Gone, gone, gone..
That I was the One,
Which One of Us is REALLY DONE..?

No.. No.. No.! No.!!!
I'M NOT STUPID IN LOVE...!!!!!


This is Stupid.!
I'm NOT Stupid.!
DON'T Talk to Me like I'm Stupid.!!
I still L-ve you
But
I Just CAN'T Do This.!!!
I may be Dumb, But, I'M NOT STUPID.!!!

D-i-V-I-S-i-0-N

you chose to surrender the best thing that's happened to you
what were you missing?
were you just tripping?
running away from your fear was the best you could do
you made this decision
you chose our division
and i have no regrets
wish you the very best
in all that you do

Congratulations.!
now you are free
you have got your degree
you have graduated
this is your last separation from me
nothing, no more dragging
no more coming back
no more forgiving you
no more thinking that somehow this song will be different
by using division

half of your friends would attend before they ever knew
why they are going?
to this party I'm throwing?
they would be thinking that i would be pleading to you
to get back together
well how about never?
you're gonna miss me bad
so funny i had to laugh
you did this to you
yea you did

congratulations
now you are free
you have earned your degree
yea!
you graduated
this is your last separation from me
nothing, no more dragging
no more coming back
no more forgiving you
no more thinking that somehow this song will be different
by using division

congratulations
you've graduated
you've finally earned your degree
in your last separation from me
congratulations
you've graduated
to being alone by yourself
you'll make somebody love your farewell
farewell
farewell
farewell
Farewell...

CONGRATULATIONS.!

yeah, yeah, yeah

..!! YOU L-O-S-T ME !!..

I am done, smoking gun !

We've lost it all, the love is gone

She has won, now it's no fun..

We've lost it all.!

the love is gone. . .

And we had magic

and this is tragic

You couldn't keep your hands to yourself..!

I feel like our world's been infected

And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed

Babe, YOU LOST ME. . .!!!

And we tried,

oh, how we cried

We lost ourselves, the love has died

And though we tried

you can't deny

We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic, and this is tragic

You couldn't keep your hands to yourself.!

I feel like our world's been infected

And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed

Babe, YOU LOST ME. . .!!!

Now I know you're sorry and

We were sweet

But you chose lust when you deceived me

And you'll regret it,

but IT's too LATE..!!!

How can I ever trust you again.?!?

I feel like our world's been infected

And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed, yeah..

Babe,

YOU LOST ME. . .!!!

y.O.u

Intro : E C#m A B

E               C#m
You.... Did it again
                A
You did hurt My heart
                     B
i dont know how many times
     E                        C#m
oh.. you, i dont know what to say
                  A         
you make me so desperately in love
    B
and now you let me down

              C#m
You said, you never lie again
               B
you said, this time would be so right
           A
But then i found you were lying there
       B
by her side


Reff:
       E
Oh.... You, 
                  C#m
You turn My whole Life So blue
            A   
drowning me so deep
             B
i just can't reach my self again
   E
oh you...
             C#m
successfully tore my heart
              A
now, its only pieces
   B                          E
oh nothing left but pieces of you


Intro : C#m A B
      E
Oh... You
                        C#m
Frustrated me with this love
                    A
i've been trying to understand
    B
you know that im trying and im trying
      E
Oh... You
                     C#m
I don't know what to say
               A
you make me so desperately in love
    B
and now you let me down


              C#m
You said, you never lie again
               B
you said, this time would be so right
           A
But then i found you were lying there
       B
by her side


Reff:
       E
Oh.... You, 
                  C#m
You turn My whole Life So blue
            A   
drowning me so deep
             B
i just can't reach my self again
   E
oh you...
             C#m
successfully tore my heart
              A
now, its only pieces
   B                          E
oh nothing left but pieces of you

       E

Oh.... You, 
                  C#m
You turn My whole Life So blue
            A   
drowning me so deep
             B
i just can't reach my self again
   E
oh you...
             C#m
successfully tore my heart
              A
now, its only pieces
   B                          E
oh nothing left but pieces of you                     

The SWORDS & The PEN

Don't let me get out of this kiss
Don't let me say what I say
The things that scare us today
what if they happen someday
Don't let me out of your arms
For now

What if the sword kills the pen
What if the god kills the man
And if he does it with love
Well then it's death from above
And death from above is still a death

I don't want to live without you
I don't want to live without you
I don't want to live
I don't want to live
Without you

For those who still can recall
The desperate colors of fall
The sweet caresses of May
Only in poems remain
No one recites them these days
For the shame

So what if nothing is safe
So what if no one is saved
No matter how sweet
No matter how brave
What if each to his own lonely grave

I don't want to live without you
I don't want to live without you
I don't want to live
I don't want to live
Without you

THAT TIME.

Hey remember the time when I found a human tooth down on Delancey
Hey remember that time we decided to kiss anywhere except the mouth
Hey remember that time when my favorite colors were pink and green
Hey remember that month when I only ate boxes of tangerines
So cheap and juicy, tangerines

Hey remember that time when I would only read Shakespeare
Hey remember that other time when I would only read the backs of cereal boxes
Hey remember that time I tried to save a pigeon with a broken wing
A street cat got him by morning and I had to bury pieces of his body
in my building's playground
I thought I was going to be sick, I thought I was going to be sick

Hey remember that time when I would only smoke Parliaments
Hey remember that time when I would only smoke Marlboros
Hey remember that time when I would only smoke Camels
Hey remember that time when I was broke
I didn't care I just bummed from my friends
Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum...

Hey remember that time when you od'ed
Hey remember that other time when you od'ed for the second time
Well in the waiting room while waiting for news of you
I hallucinated I could read your mind
And I was on a lot of shit too but what I saw, man, I tell you it was freaky, freaky

The FLOWERS ✿

The flowers you gave me are rotting and still I refuse to throw them away.
Some of the bulbs never opened quite fully
They might so i'm waiting and staying awake.
Things I have loved i'm allowed to keep
I'll never know if I go to sleep.
The papers around me are piling and twisting regina the paper back mummy
what then.
I'm taking the knife to the books that I own and
chopping and chopping and boiling soup from stone.
Things I have loved i'm allowed to keep.
I'll never know if I go to sleep.
Things I have loved i'm allowed to keep.
I'll never know if I go to sleep.

" WALLET "

I found a wallet
I found a wallet
Inside were pictures of your small family
You are so young
Your hair dark brown
You had been born in 1953

Your winter birthday
Was stamped on the plastic
Of a license so recently expired
I was so tired as I walked in my door
I laid all the contents of your wallet on the floor

Like a holy relic
Or a mystery novel
I thumbed them in the dim light
Searching for a clue

A blockbuster card
An old stick of juicy fruit
A crumpled receipt
From a pair of leather boots

I have no wallet
I have no wallet
I keep my cards together
With a blue rubber band
And with a free hand
I search in my pocket
For pieces of paper, pieces of paper and change

I'll take your wallet
To my local blockbuster
They'll find your number
In their computer
You'll never know me
And I'll never know you
But you'll be so happy
When they call you up

E-E-T

It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song.
You can't believe it; you were always singing along.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to feel the beat.

Bee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.
Ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.

You spend half of your life trying to fall behind.
You're using your headphones to drown out your mind.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to move your feet.

Ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.
Ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-ee-
Eet eet eet.

[musical interlude]

Someone's deciding whether or not to steal.
He opens a window just to feel the chill.
He hears that outside a small boy just started to cry
'Cause it's his turn, but his brother won't let him try.

[musical interlude]

It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song.
You can't believe it; you were always singing along.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to move your feet.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to feel the beat...

" YOUR HONOR "

I kissed your lips and I tasted blood
(daranananannanaananaaa..)
I asked you what happened and you said theire'd been a fight
You said I've been fighting for your honor but you wouldn't understand
I said hold on your honor I'll get ice for your hand
Oh you been fighting for my honor and I don't understand
But hold on your honor I'll get ice for your hand
You said c'mon baby let's just make love
It's the only thing to make me better
You said come on let's just get you out of that sweater
I said I don't kiss losers and I don't kiss winners
And I don't fight for honor cause we all are born sinners

Gargle with peroxide
A steak for your eye
But I'm a vegetarian so it's a frozen pizza pie
You tell me that you care and you never do lie
And you fight for my honor but I just don't know why

Mary had a little lamb it's fleece was white as snow
You've got me and I'm just a common ho
But I know what I am and I know what I ain't
So don't get cut cause I still won't be no saint

Gargle with peroxide
A steak for your eye
But I'm a pizzatarian so it's a frozen pizza pie
You tell me that you love me and you never do lie
And you fight for my hnor but I just don't know why
You fight for my honor and I don't understand
But hold on your honor I'll get ice for your hand

FOLDING CHAIR

Come and open up your folding chair next to me
My feet are buried in the sand and there's a breeze
There's a shadow you can't see my eyes
And the sea is just a wetter version of the skies

Let's get a silver bullet trailer
And have a baby boy
I'll safety pin his clothes all cool
And you'll graffiti all his toys
I got a perfect body
But sometimes I forget
I got a perfect body
Cause my eyelashes catch my sweat
Yes they do
They do OoOo

OoOoOoOoO... OoOoOoOoO (x2)

Now I've been sitting on this abandoned beach for years
Waiting for the salty water to cover up my ears
But every time the tide comes in to take me home
I get scared and I'm just sitting her alone
Dreaming of the dolphin song

Oo oo oo oo oo oo oo oo oo oo
Oooo Oooo. . . . . .

Maybe one day you will understand
That one lesson from you
But sweetly hold my hand
Til that day just please don't be so down
Don't make frowns
You silly clown

Just, come and open up your folding chair next to me
My feet are buried in the sand and there's a breeze
There's a shadow you can't see my eyes
And the sea is just a wetter version of the skies

There's a shadow you can't see my eyes
There's a shadow you can't see my eyes
Ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-eyes. . .

WHISPER. .. . ... . . .

Regina, Regina
''What?''
When is that song gonna start?
''Which song?''
The song that goes like da na na na na na na na da na na na na
''Oh, it's gonna start in a minute, you just gotta wait''
Ok

Regina, start it already
''It's gonna start in a second, you just gotta wait
It's gonna start now''



[NOTE: I think it's just like a chitchat-whisper  
But I like it.! ]

" The CALCULATION "

You went into the kitchen cupboard
Got yourself another hour and gave
Half of it to me
We sat their looking at the faces
Of the strangers in the pages
Until we knew them mathematically

They were in our minds
Until forever
But we didn't mind
We didn't know better

So we made our own computer
Out of macaroni pieces
And it did our thinking
While we lived our lives
It counted up our feelings
And divided them up even
And it called our calculation
Perfect love

Didn't even know
That love was bigger
Didn't even know
Didn't even know that love was so, so
Hey hey hey hey

Hey it's fine, hey it's fine
I'm burning us up
Hey it's fine, hey it's fine
I'm burning us
Oh, oo oo oo, oo oo oo oo

So we made the hard decision
And we each made an incision
Past our muscles and our bones
Our hearts were little stones

Pulled 'em out they weren't beating
And we weren't even bleeding
As we lay them on our granite counter top

We beat 'em up against each other
We beat 'em up against each other
We struck 'em hard against each other
We struck 'em so hard, so hard til they sparked

Hey it's fine, hey it's fine
I'm burning us up
Hey it's fine, hey it's fine
I'm burning us up
Hey it's fine, hey it's fine
I'm burning us
Oh, oo oo oo, oo oo oo oo

- - B.r.a.i.L.l.e - -

She was lying on the floor and counting stretch marks
She hadn't been a virgin and he hadn't been a god
So she names the baby Elvis
To make up for the royalty he lacked

And from then on it was turpentine and patches
From then on it was cold Campbell's from the can
And they were just two jerks playing with matches
Cause that's all they knew how to play

And it was raining cats and dogs out side of her window
And she knew they were destined to become
Sacred road kill on the way
And she was listening to the sound of heavens shaking
Thinking about puddles, puddles and mistakes

Cause it's been turpentine and patches
It's been cold, cold Campbell's from the can
And they were just two jerks playing with matches
Cause that's all they knew how to play

Elvis never could carry a tune
She thought about this irony as she stared back at the moon
She was tracing her years with her fingers on her skin
Saying why don't I begin again
With turpentine and patches
With cold, cold Campbell's from the can
After all I'm still a jerk playing with matches
It's just that he's not around to play along
I'm still an ass hole playing with candles
Blowing out wishes blowing out dreams
Just sitting here and trying to decipher
What's written in Braille upon my skin...

TWO BIRDS

Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other
Watches him close
From that wire
He says he wants to as well
But he is a liar

I'll believe it all
There's nothing I won't understand
I'll believe it all
I won't let go of your hand

Two birds on a wire
One says come on
And the other says
I'm tired
The sky is overcast
And I'm silent
One more or one less
Nobody's worried

I'll believe it all
There's nothing I won't understand
I'll believe it all
I won't let go of your hand

Two birds of a feather
Say that they're always
Gonna stay together
But one's never goin' to
Let go of that wire
He says that he will
But he's just a liar

Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other
Watches him close
From that wire
He says he wants to as well
But he is a liar

Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other

.IT's STOP Today.!!

No, no, I. . . I Don't want to break when I speak
I Don't want to shake while I'm standing.!
I don't want to crawl into another hole.!
I Don't know what I'm hiding for
No, I . . . I Don't wanna fall when I Stand.!
I DON'T Wanna Have to Hold Your Hand.!
I just WANT TO BE The Girl I Use To be when I WAS ME n WORRY FREE.!
I know these Burning on My Own..

But I Can't Keep On Running
No I just CAN'T Keep on Running away, from here.!
I know That The Only Way to be is TO FIGHT My Every FEAR.!
I'm NOT Going to Make it 'til I Turn around and Face It Alone,
I know..
I Can't just keep Runnung,
No.! I just Can't keep on Running Away.
So.. IT STOPS TODAY.!!!

So Here I AM,
I'm Taking My 1st Step
Thought I was Losing Balance BUT I CAUGHT Myself.!
I kind of like the Challenge, No.. I Dont Need Help.
I'm Going to MAKE It PAST The VERY START
It's always been My Hardest Part..

But I. . . I'm going to STAY in CONTROL
I MUST Admit this Crutch is Getting OLD.!
I AM Going to THROW IT OUT of My Hand.!
I'M FINALLY HERE,
I UNDERSTAND.
I KNOW I'LL GET THERE ON MY OWN.!

YOU CAN HIDE from ALL The PAIN
BUT.. IT WILL FIND YOU ANYWAY.!
Yes, I KNOW.
NOW, I KNOW.!

//LOVE The-Way YOU LIE.! (-____-)'

[Chorus - Rihanna]
just gonna stand there and watch me burn
that’s alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
that’s alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
i can’t tell you what it really is
i can only tell you what it feels like
and right now it’s a steel knife in my windpipe
i can’t breathe but i still fight while i can fight
as long as the wrong feels right it’s like i’m in flight
high off my love drunk from my hate
it’s like i’m huffin’ pain and i love it the more i suffer, i suffocate
and right before i’m about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin’ hates me
and i love it, wait, where you goin’?
i’m leavin’ you, no you ain’t come back
we’re runnin’ right back, here we go again
so insane, cause when it’s goin’ good its goin’ great
i’m superman with the wind in his back, she’s Lois Lane
but when its bad its awful, i feel so ashamed i snap
whose that dude? i don’t even know his name
i laid hands on her
i never stoop so low again
i guess i don’t know my own strength

[chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
you ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
when you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
got that warm fuzzy feeling
yeah them chills used to get em
now you’re getting fuckin’ sick of lookin’ at em
you swore you’d never hit em, never do nothin’ to hurt em
now you’re in each other’s face spewin’ venom in your words when you spit em
you push pull each other’s hair
scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
so lost in the moments when you’re in em
it’s the rage that’s the culprit, controls ya both,
so they say it’s best to go your seperate ways
guess that they don’t know ya
cause today that was yesterday
yesterday is over, it’s a different day
sound like broken records playin’ over
but you promised her next time you’ll show restraint
you don’t get another chance
life is no nintendo game, but you lied again,
now you get to watch her leave out the window
guess that’s why they call it window pain

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
now i know we said things, did things, that we didn’t mean
and we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
but your temper’s just as bad as mine is, you’re the same as me
when it comes to love you’re just as blinded
baby please come back, it wasn’t you, baby it was me
maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems
maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
all i know is i love you too much to walk away though
come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk?
told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
next time i’m pissed ill aim my fist at the drywall
next time there won’t be no next time
i apologize even though i know its lies
i’m tired of the games i just want her back
i know i’m a liar if she ever tries to fuckin’ leave again
i’ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

[chorus]